
My 56th birthday was Friday, January 9th. I don’t know why, but my mood lifted, my man was amazing, and everything came through to make it an excellent birthday. I had received a terrible blow on Thursday the 8th, when I heard not only about the murder of Renee Good in Minneapolis, but then the shooting of Luis David Nino-Moncada and Yorlenys Betzabeth Zambrano-Contreras in Portland, my hometown. Both of these incidents instigated by unhinged ICE agents occupying our peaceful, democratic cities in a hostile takeover by an equally unhinged fascist government in America. The world unfolding around me can be frightening if I allow myself to think about it.
But it was my birthday! And I didn’t want to be scared for a day. Or two. So I disconnected from places, and announced to friends that I didn’t want any news updates. And I just focused on the day, and my beloved man and kitty. And it worked! My Friday and Saturday were amazingly fun and happy.



Then, we went for a hike, and stayed at a cool historic hotel. The next day we went for another hike! Just across the Bridge of the Gods in the town of Cascade Locks, is Beacon Rock. Its original name was Che-che-op-tin by the Watlala tribe, but in 1806 it was named Beacon Rock by Meriwether Lewis, and of course that is the one that was set down into the record books.






As we neared the top, we stopped to gaze out across the Columbia River. THIS time, as opposed to all the shots of the river in the previous two posts, we looked out at the state of Oregon on the other side.


Hikers climb the west-facing side with concrete, wooden, and metal structures keeping us safe. It was very dramatic, but sheltered from the weather that day. Two-thirds of the way up, we wound to the east-facing side, which was forested and had trees and dirt to cut a path through, but we were BLASTED with wind.

We made a very quick stop at the top. The wind was so fierce that it took the already cool January day and made it wholly unpleasant. Yup, top, check! and we headed back down.






And then we crossed Bridge of the Gods back into Cascade Locks and bought some fresh salmon for dinner, and some smoked salmon for snacks in the car, and made our way home at last.

**I am grateful for the opportunity to look up and get re-acquainted with the story referenced by the sticker at Beacon Rock, which I had forgotten. Curiously, I wrote the paragraph at the top about fear BEFORE I researched “M COMEY.” Maureen Comey (daughter of former FBI Director James Comey) was fired in July 2025 from her senior attorney position at the Manhattan U.S. attorney’s office. She released an email that included these words: “If a career prosecutor can be fired without reason, fear may seep into the decisions of those who remain. Do not let that happen,” she wrote. “Fear is the tool of a tyrant, wielded to suppress independent thought. Instead of fear, let this moment fuel the fire that already burns at the heart of this place. A fire of righteous indignation at abuses of power. Of commitment to seek justice for victims. Of dedication to truth above all else.” Comey was given no reason for her dismissal. CNN reported that a White House official said her relation to the former FBI Director was “untenable.” President Dump hates Comey and apparently feels that a relative of anyone he hates should not have a position of prestige.